Jobless.

I lost my freaking job yesterday. Pisses me off. So, today I go job hunting again. Hopefully my mood will better by then so I'm not festeringly evil while I try to dazzle people with my 16 points in charisma.

(geek alert?)

Which reminds me, I still need to get a container so I can send Chris his cookies ... Must remember!

Found out last week that one of my old friends, Chris, had cancer and spent the better part of 2005. I was shocked! But not enough to contact him. May feel bad, but not really caring enough to attempt it ( for reasons which some are already aware ).

I've been having absolutely horrible dreams here recently. Nightmares. Someone is constantly dying, and it's starting to effect me a bit more than when I usually have them. I sleep maybe two or three hours at a time. And if someone wakes me up, or I get up to pee, I feel too bothered to even try and go back to sleep. The only thing that really bothers me about it is that I dream everyone I know dies. One at a time. Different scenarios. Even if I do wake up and then manage to fall back asleep I just dream of someone else dying.

Last night, Jim and my Dad. Jim's my dads neighbor, and a friend's dad.
Night before, My second eldest sister, My mom, and fuzzy faced people.
Before that, Me, my eldest sister, my second eldest nephew.

And before that I Cannot remember the order. Those don't even include the shorter and less detailed dreams that are just 'start - die - end' .. Those are ones with more length and seem to affect my sleep a bit more. Marc woke me up last night because I was having issues breathing, which at that point in my dream I was. But I was crying. ;x

On a side note, one of my random dreams I was calling out to the cats, and I woke up to myself making that "nik nik nik" noise, or however it sounds, when you call an animal over. It was weird. ;x

Long enough update?


34 days until class starts.


( A thing to note: The first Chris mentioned is Caynor. The second Chris mentioned is Wisner. Heh. Yes, I know lots of Chris' whether it's Christopher or Christina. So from now on I'll just use their initals. CC and CW or CH or CB ... confusing? Oh shit. There's two CB's .. One's a chicklet, so I'll just use her full name. And omg, raaaamble. And I know only one Christian, so he's fine being called that -- but that's not likely someone I'll ever post about, or whatever. I might've before in some older posts, but not anymore since I moved. ;p )